I'm leaving your town, again.

This is not real, everything.
I will wake up tomorrow and all these unpleasant things will vanish.
Yes, they will.

I can't believe you're coming back to fuck my life up.
There's a reason why i decided to end the relationship back then.
Please stop making yourself think we still have anything left.
Honestly, we never really had anything at all to begin with.
So please, take this as a plea and just disappear.

There are some things that i hate to admit.
Like how alcohol do make me a happier person (extremely happy in fact, minus beer belly of course)
Like how much i love to eat even though i constantly force myself to go on a diet.
Like how much i love little kids even though i wouldn't wanna see one coming out from my vagina.
Like how much i wish this world was perfect even though i've seen how ugly it really is.
Like how much i miss someone even though he has torn my heart into pieces and trampled on it.
Like how it's so hard to feel happy for someone you love, to be with someone else.

These are, like i said, just some of it.
I'm sure you have some too,
But you really just hate to admit it.